27 March 2005

I don't want to talk about it...

So possibly the reason why I haven't written in a while is because everything is going well. So, really I don't want to write in here. Because I like to use this space to clear my mind, and to talk about the things that are bothering me. Once everything in my life becomes complete, I stop writing for a while. However life always finds ways of making things go back to chaos. And granted my chaos is not that important, but it affects me. So, I write about it.

Riff are we going to have to wait till the last season to find out you're Mr. Big and you want to marry me? If so, then maybe I want to pick another character to have a love interest with...or maybe I have? So, while I won't wait on Mr. Big, Aiden will be there...And maybe in this version of Sex and the City, I will stay with Aiden...(I always did like him better than Big).

In other news cabaret is going well. It is such hard work, but will pay off soon enough. I love the dance numbers and wish I was in more, but they keep adding me in so maybe soon I will be in more. I have enjoyed working on this show, but I feel like I am not spending enough time on my show I am designing. Things are going so well with the designs and the construction, but I feel like I am not spending enough time in the shop. Well, it will all get done I am sure.

Next week I am teaching more than normal. I have to pick up a couple of my favorite profs classes so that he can go to jury duty. I also have a ton of homework due this week... Damn grad school papers.

I need to go away soon. I am going to apply this next year to schools elsewhere. Its time to move on. I feel that I need to go soon. Although it will be hard to leave the people I love here behind.

Babs and I had late lunch yesterday. What a fabulous time...when do we not have that, he he. I we talked and checked out guys, as usual, and were saddened by the fact that we were not sat in the hot waiter guy's section. Next time Babs, I am going to tell them to set is in the section of the hottest waiter...its just not fair to the girls we get, we don't tip them as well...he he he...oh I am bad, so spank me, he he he...

I must clean soon!!!! But I have to go to a play today with Babs. I will have a great time, but I will have to leave shortly after the play to come here and clean, blah...must find a cheap house cleaner...oh wait I have no money in my budget for that...damn...

Well, on that note I am going to start cleaning so that tonight, I won't have so much...

Adios,

Lestat

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