la vida

Brian: You were on the phone when he shot his load all over me. (QAF Ep. 101)

So another day at the office, and I am a bit out of wack with the usual flow of opperations. Apparently, in my mind it has been Monday all week long, and it doesn't seem to be getting anywhere near friday. Who would have guessed that I would be bored (don't everyone raise your hands at once). I mean obviously office jobs are as boring as they come, whatever office you are in. Granted some have more high profile (like mine) others not so much, these are usually the ones in the back where people are much more bitter and jaded than I am. So really, I love being up here, because really where else can as much as I do. So, my roomie and I have been watching a lot of Sex and the City, mainly she made me go watch the movie and well, I can't help it, I did enjoy the movie a great deal. I had watched a couple of the episodes and its good and all, but I never really had time or I was watching another series, blah blah...so now with my roomie having all the seasons, and I am in reality tv mode, I have time to pick up a series when I am waiting to hear whose top chef, designer, fashion, model, real worlder ect...The main thing is that they are on DVD at my appartment and I don't have to purchase them or wait, or even leave my appartment. So, this is great, however, I have noticed watching them that I tend to think more about woman things...is single life going to be my life, sex, family vs success and what is success. And, although I continually define those perimeters of my life, I don't often think on them as much as lately. And yes I know men think abou those things I was not trying to say women are the only ones, however, it is what those 4 dwell on. Life has been pretty good to me so far, however, I know I am in a rut right now, but I know eventually I will get out of it and into the field I am dying to go into, I just have to focus in on what I want, my path of how to get there, and focus less on the idea of how great it is going to be. I think that is my problem now I am so focused on the dream felling and not the dream itself. I need to take the bull by the horns a bit more and start taking more action. I have started standing up for my excentricities with my friends (by which I mean why am I doing the things I do, well it serves a larger purpose), but I need to start working harder. I have slacked enough, I need to start working harder...and well, lets not take the obvious music reference here but you know what I mean. Anyway, its Wednesday, I have auditions for the shows I am casting in a week and a half. I need to start preparing. I have the 4 eight count movement piece I am teaching now, it is my goal to have the 5 scenes picked from which I am going to have people read, by Friday. Lets see if I get my goal.

Lestat.