05 May 2005

Brian: Did I mention it hurts like a motherf*cker? (414)

So, to quote Brian Kenny, and no, not in the anal area...dirty sluts...I woke up sore from all the dancing I did last night. Not because it was the hardest I had done, but just because I was out of shape. I need to start walking/jogging again to get my stamina back. I think, although there are some clicks in this cast, I think that really we all mesh well. At least as gypsies go. We are all a little different and are there to have fun. Which in the long run is all that I can ask for. Tonight TJ and I are going to have drinks. It will be fun to laugh and talk outside of rehearsal, in an atmosphere where we can say anything. I feel a bit bad about not being able to be the Brian Kenny Character of f*ck you I say what I want, but I am because he is all business and this is my business. I don't want to shake the waters and so I tend to keep my mouth shut, unlike in Cab when I could speak freely whenever I wanted, because we all felt the same way, most of the time.

In other news...Babs don't feel so bad about the writers block. I have 3 scripts that I want to start and not a one of them have touched paper. I think I have an idea for the beginning of one, but when do I have time to write it down? he he. So just roll with it. Do some dancing or artwork, go exercise, or do something physical and maybe that will get the juices flowing. This time you can take it how you like it (dirty slut, he he)...

I keep finding myself more and more attracted to Larry, mainly because we spend so much time together. I know it's just a let's hop in bed thing (it's okay I have permission from Consuela to do this), but I know that we will probably end up dating(I don't have permission to do this), but he will be gone after next semester. Maybe it would be a good thing to try and date him, at least that way I won't be alone...But then again in the back of my mind I may be looking too much into what he says and does around me, and he may truely not be interested...In which case I have just spilled all this and will hear many boo's from the E3 for nothing...But like I said whatever happens would just be a quick fix, nothing longterm...I am Brian Kenny at times...

Well I am about to go to work friends, maybe I will post more later...

Lestat

2 comments:

Sassy said...

please, life is too short to wonder about next semester. do you really want a relationship with this guy anyway? because if you don't, it doesn't matter, and if you do, you can make it work. ;) love you.

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