Michael: Where are her values? Her principles? Brian: You know how it is when you want cock. They're the first things to go. (214)

So today has been very blah. No one is in my office (they are all at a "staff retreat," oh please, you go have baked goods at the head hanchos house). But nevertheless I have to hold down the fort. Sometimes I wonder if that is what I am doing with my life. Just holding down the fort. Not hanging of for dear life, just being a watchman. What now am I watching for? I have seen moments that I have wanted come alive in front of me, and I have not left. I have seen things crumble, and I have stayed. I have seen the line on the EKG of my existence in this place I call home go flat and I have let my self stay still. I feel like I should be moving. Spain is real nice, but I need adventure...I would love to take off to Prague or Moscow or run away to America even. I don't know, just something different to break up the monotony of life.

Enough with that...My dear Babs, I wonder if you have received my crazy voice mail. I probably shouldn't write this on the site, because he does have access to it, but at least BC will know, I was going to wish him a happy B-day yesterday, however, I don't have any phone numbers or email to get a hold of him...I felt kind of bad, because this is the first time in 5 or 6 years I haven't said Happy Birthday to him...Not to mention he shares it with my sister...Oh well...What can I do?

ACL is going well. TJ is okay and I think starting to enjoy it. Larry is having fun and has started to open up. I don't know how to read him just yet, but whatever, he's young... but very cute, why??? Oh well. Also, we have a few diva's in the cast. One in particular who on Wednesday bit everyone's head off. Get over yourself honey... You might be good, but you will never be that good, no one is...

Okay I think it is time to get back to work... I have wasted enough time. Hope all is well out there. Take care mis amigos...

Cheers,

Lestat