Debbie: Yeah? I have news for you. God says you stink! (QAF Episode: 510)
I can't believe its been seven years. Seven long years since I have had a boyfriend. Oh I have had the dates, the I'm see him, the fuck, the fun and so forth, but seven years since I have had a honest boyfriend. And usually I am OK with this, usually I am very OK with this, and usually I don't dwell on it. But today is one of those days when I realize how much I think I am undate-able. No really hear me out. I can't keep a boy interested in, and if I do, they don't want to date me, just want to fuck me, because I am the guy that you don't take home to mom. I am loud and fun. I am the guy that you meet at the club and you are dying to take home, and try as I might I cannot change the fact that I love to go out, have fun and be out with the boys. This doesn't mean that I will fuck anything that walks, or that I have a standard or that I have to need something all the damn time. However, what it does mean is that I am "a slut." And apparently it means that I am "your slut." Well I am not. Let me just say that I can be the boy you take home to mom, if you will let me. If you will be open to the fact that just because I go out doesn't mean I can't show some self restraint then you have missed out on what makes me the person I am. I'm not Brian Kenny for fuck sake...I am Michael if you will let me be. I'm done with this attitude towards me, if you only want to take me home you can talk to your hand and please yourself. I am so fucking angry at the situation. Damn boys...
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