03 August 2004

Kiss today goodbye...

Well, the show has ended. So, have a lot of other things. No more do I have the chance to hang out with all the people I want to all the time. I will never get to see some of their shinning faces and will have to sit and wonder what some of them are doing. How sad. I cried in the dressing room the last day of the show. I didn't want anyone to see me, but I am glad Anita found me. I have left a lot of shows, but there are some I just don't want to leave. It always breaks my heart to leave, most of all it hurts so hard with this group. I am glad that so many are close to me and that I can stay in touch with most of them. I can't wait to see some of them tonight. Good show tonight at auditions guys. I am sending you all my strength.

I don't know anymore about Riff. He said he will keep in touch, but I am almost sure I will never see him again. And why should he want to after what I did. I told him off, bruised his ego, got the hot guys phone number and told him I wouldn't be holding my breath for him to call. So, here's to goodbyes, the sadness and the sorrow. We all did what we had to do... If it was ment to be then it will.

It's time for the last bow and me to say goodbye to the show. Farewell, till then next time, goodbye West Side Story.


Lestat

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