What is it with Mother nows best, I thought it was Father new best? How is it that our mothers can be the embodiment of all that is good and all that is unholy? My mother, is a wonderful person, full of life and love and everything a child can ask for. However, she can also be the spawn of satan when she wants to. She wants to make sure that I am not going to f*ck up my life, but this means that I do not get to live it. She wants to do everything for me and when I don't do it her way she does it for me. Take my apartment situation. I had found a wonderful apartment that I wanted to live in. She proceeds to look up other apartments around town. She comes with a list of apartments for us to look at. After I have already checked most of them out. I had to pull teeth to get into the apartment that I wanted, however now I feel guilty, because I didn't take my mother's advice. Another good point is today. I have to get new furniture. I want a NICE futon to fit in my very SMALL apartment. One that I can sleep on. I would like something a bit nicer, but that is more expensive. Mother has found other possiblilities for me some of which are cheap, but not as nice. It is the triangle effect. Nice and Comfortable, Nice and Cheap, or Comfortable and cheap. What do I want? I guess I will find out tonight. Whatever it is it will not be what mother picked out, but hey, what is? I love my mother and she does so many wonderful things for me, but really, let me live my life and make my mistakes. Whatever they may be.
L
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