Sometimes I wonder what to do. In life, there are so many things that are possibilities. What to do when we grow up, who to date/marry/sleep with, what to eat, to exercise, ect... And I wonder what will these decisions give us. Will there ever be inner peace? I think yes, because I have hope and if there isn't a chance for perfection and peace, I would rather die trying. I want the possibility of peace, even if one does not give it to me. Is this an arrogance thing? Maybe, but I am a fighter, always have been, which I guess says something about my love life. la la la. I hope tonight to be joined by a beautiful and wonderful man to see the Bourne Supremacy. Will this be a good thing? Maybe, or maybe he will chicken out one more time. I am about to sign the lease on my apartment. Maybe that's a good thing, I hope. I am about to embark on a new journey through grad dance, what am I thinking? Maybe it will be fun. I just ran into someone who I told, He who is content with little possesses much, and I do believe this. Right now I am content where I am. I am happy. I could be happier, but why make myself miserable over that? I am going to stay happy, come hell or high water! And that's my new philosophy, he he.
Besos,
Lestat
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