Emmett: Yeah well, maybe he hurt me too (QAF Ep. 403)
Sometimes, we all do stupid things to make us feel better, and as you have read this blog know that I am the one who does that with furver. What is wrong with me? I am the dirty mistress, but how long do I have to pay for that? How do I make it stop? No, I am not sleeping with a taken guy right now, but I do still sleep around, and although that doesn't give that man a right to call me a slut, it doesn't make me feel any better about my choices. So, Dr. McDreamy fucked me, McVet doesn't want me, and Dr. McSteamy just want to fuck me. So, I went away from the McLife and tried something else, but where is the life there. I don't need the Mc, but I need the life. Where is that for me now, I am not ready to be pushed aside and hung on the shelf. I still need something, some kind of love. And, yes maybe I don't allow myself to do that, maybe I don't allow myself the room, the disipline to go with that, but I have always known what I want, and perhaps now I am looking for someone to change my life. Or maybe I have always wanted that.
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