04 July 2007

Blackholes and revelations


Horvath: You were right.
Brian: My three favourite words after 'nine inches cut'. (QAF Episode: 313)

In life timing is everything. When we have it we have it, when we don't well it sucks. Unfortunately, I don't seem to have it these days. I am so unfocused. Yes, boys, they suck, btw. I have no timing with boys, and yes I us the youthful term because they are young and stupid and I am at least stupid for chasing after them. After everything, I should be swear them off as I do all the time and then go on an orgiastic free for all. But that would fall under the heading of keeping in the same pattern and somehow I need to get out of that. Although there is a fight, it should not be my fight. If I am going to fight for a boy perhaps they should be prepared to fight for me sometime. Otherwise, I need to leave them alone, and move on, except for the little timing issue. Should I hold out for the right time, or should I not...the real answer is not, because in the end when the timing is right, it will be right. And besides, if I do need ass I can get it and if I need a relationship I need to realize, the time is not right.

Tah for now.

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