el salir

Miss manors might not approve, but with six brothers and sisters it's how I kept my belly full. Emmitte (qaf season 2).

So life isn't what I made it out to be. Thought phenomonalogy worked or maybe it did and I was too unfocused to create the real world I wanted. Funny how this is. I created a world where ideas of what I wanted made it, not the actual full picture. Purhaps that is exactly how phenomonalogy works. It's been so long since I graduated I sometimes forget what I studied and have to relook over it. ha ha. Not that anyone else does that. So pieces of my world have been created now and I look back and see that now I need to focus on how to create it, and live in the now (thank you rewatching Ben circa season 2 of Queer as Folk...).

Reduction:

I have been reducing the things in my life to little...first rule of moving is...the less you have to move...the less you have to move. Finding out that it is hard to part with things has always been my problem. Recently, I have been very open to letting things go. Perhaps that is why the company I created was so easy to let go. I plan on becoming as Bhuddist as I possibly can when it comes to worldly possessions. I don't want to move with anything I don't need. Which is important in many ways because over the last year I have been working on getting rid of sentimental but not needed crap. Not to say that everything that is sentimental is crap, just some of it doesn't let us make the past our past. I am looking forward to finding a peace in having less, because I have recently been living with more.

Well for now I will have to put away this blog and move one.