If you want to hit me go right ahead. Justin from Queer as Folk
You should never work for something you were a part of when u were younger. Let me clarify, don't work for the places you like. You would never say, "I love eating at this resturant, so I should work here.". The sad part is we as humans do this all the time. You would think that this would be the case, but humans as usual are completely wrong. I have found that working for a place you idolize is much like worshiping a person they will let you down. I had problems with this growing up, so its no surprise I have problems with working at places I used to love. What was I thinking? But its much worse than just getting let down, it breaks a spirit. I know I have been broken. Perhaps its as my mother says, "Lestat, you feel too much." She is very right I do feel too much. I work hard and play harder, but the playing is winding down and the working is growing. I know my whole office area feels it. We are doing more and more with less and less. But what of that, when at the end of the day it needs to be done. Normally I would be so ready to take on the task. Recently however, because I work at some place I attended, and it has changed from such an open university to a cold unfeeling one (at least to the employees), that I don't want to go into work. And I know I am not the only one. I know my AD's just went to talk to the Director today about the state of moral in the office. No one wants to work anymore, but the ones at the top. I feel a deserting phase about to hit again. It happens in business and it looks like it will again here.
IDK, well, I'm heading out again so till tomorrow.
Lestat
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