I guess right now, I am feeling olcutado. I don't feel as if right now, although I am being scrutinized by several forces, that I am being seen.
Today has been a hell day indeed. Office work and show laundry have cluttered my life right now. I need to also do my laundry and work on my plays of which I am very excited about right now. I want to feel inspired and I do. Now, finding the time to sit and write, what I should be doing now, but then this is theropy. I guess.
I have the men of my play running around in my mind. Situations of extreme comedy and tragedy float up to my movie picture studio mind. I am caught in a vortex of imagination. Which for me is good, since that is how I enjoy life, however, it has been hard since most of the men I am basing my characters off of are in my life. I have surrounded myself with them. Which is also good and well, because it gives me great chances to think up new and exhilarating situations to write about. One thing that weighs on my mind is how to end this new play. Which man will end up with each other? I don't know the answer to that. Could I possibly be waiting to see how real life works out. he he he...Okay so my life is not that interesting...No, unfortunately I am imitating life, and as of now, the life is not imitating the art, well, no, a little, but I think its that little that makes it life and not a play. But I have said to much and I am sure I might get asked about what this means by one of the boys...so to put their mind at ease, I am writing fiction, lets always remember that...
Finally, I just feel pooped!! I am so tired lately. I don't know why, I have finished all my deadlines as of now and have very little stress. Well, I have stress to come and maybe I am thinking about that, but I really should not.
Old goal, to kiss a boy in the rain (yet to be done).
New goal, to seduce a boy without having sex, (it has happened)
Newer goal, to slow dance with a cute boy
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