30 August 2005

¿Un qué estado estoy adentro?

So, yes, it is official I am an ass.

Brian: What would you like me to do?
Jennifer: Touch him. Help him be touched.
Brian: You want me to fuck him?
Jennifer: You're the one he trusts, if that's what it takes. (QAF Episode: 202)

I skipped out of being with a friend who is very dear to me, but who I can't be around right now, to go have a nice fuck...

Emmett: I may be a slut, but at least I'm an honest slut. (QAF Episode: 203)

...Yeah, he was way hot, and the passion was there and he is leaving for war in a few days (did you really think all our soldiers were straight), but I am being an asshole. I know.

But, I did the one thing I promised myself this time I wouldn't do. Tell him I had feelings for him. I am Brian Kenny for fuck sake! I fuck and don't show any emotion afterward, but here recently I have been feeling time and wanting to be with someone I could fall in love with.

So, what do I do, fall for the first unavailable guy that comes around to prove to myself that I can't have love. Then, tell him said sad story and now, I can't talk to him like I used to. He hates me now. I can feel it. It's horrible. And I don't know how to fix it, but just be the dick I am.

Well, this heartless ass needs to go to bed. I have another meeting with army dude later this week...I have to rest up so I can fuck all night and go to work the next day.

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