Quote: From The Broken Hearts Club
Jack: Everyone can't be straight. Everyone can't be beautiful. Everyone can't be the same, Patrick. Some people are just gay and average. We're the strongest I think.
Pages written today: none :(
Sometimes I feel so silenced in real life. I wished that I could be a Quentin Tarantino anime character and voice the words and eat them so they never came out. But if I was that character then they would have just came out and then I would have dined on them the very second they where hanging in the air. Okay, so I always I have things I want to say. I say them kinesthetically, I say them in here, I say them to my Grace, I say them in my plays, but more often then not, I never get to say them. I become afraid that if I do they may never come true. I think this is one of the few ways I am a p person. I often say things I don't mean so that they won't come true. Or I don't say them because they hurt me to much, oh Genevieve I hear your voice all the time...but alas, I haven't written in 3 or 4 days...
I cried hearing Seussical again today. I know, I cry to much, but I am making up for the crying I don't do in public. I also cried again at Broken Hearts Club, that movies is so 80's friendly. Thank the Lord the filmmakers loved John Waters and the Brat Pack...I cried most because I understand the lead so well. How he is in love with someone, but he needs to make himself better by going away. DAMN YOU TIMING... I hate timing with all of my heart.
It's about to be fall...wow, it's about to be fall...I feel the leaves of my soul approaching this autumn with showers of color and grace...
I can't wait to start work on Seussical, however, I am not completely finished with JCS...must complete this week. And I have several costume sketches to go through. I need to bite the bullet and let Dee know that I don't think we can get away costuming little JoJo in the wonderful design. I just think it will be too distracting. Unfortunately...
Back to Broken Hearts Club, wow, okay I am obsessed I know, but the scene with Howie and his ex, man what a great scene. He reminds his ex who is now with someone that his ex had told him that he was just waiting on him. Howie then says, "Well, you didn't wait long enough." He then goes on to say that he hopes everything works out and that he is happy in his knew life, but that if it didn't he would be waiting. He says, "it's my time to wait, and this time I will wait long enough." Wow. I am so in cheezy romance movie happiness...
Fantasies:
Kiss boy in rain: still no check
Sent out a song anonymously: Check
Find old pic(without searching): Check
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