?Que dice?

?Que dice?
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Number of pages written today: none :(

Quote:From Queer as Folk

Brian: Yeah well, that's the thing about being a superhero. The average person thinks it's all about stopping two planets from colliding or saving the universe from being swallowed by a black hole. But most days, it's just your average run-of-the-mill good deeds. (403)


Yeah that explains a good deal about how I feel today, "I want to see mountains, Gandolf..." But insteed I am shuffling office papers and doing laundry. Hope my tights dry. I think that we all live a type of superhero life. That we are able to do superhuman things. This is where the superheros come from, however, I do believe this is true. We are not always needed. Sometimes we are needed to be run of the mill average people. I am by no means promoting me into the role of superhero, however, I do believe we all have those moments. I want more, sometimes. Today I feel like I do want to go on a journey through death to find life, but maybe that is why I get depressed so much. I forget to focus on the life. The mundane. The easy. I need to work with the simple again. Learn why threading a needle is so calming or how sketching can calm me or how I don't need all of these amazing things to happen to me all the time. I have had a lot of fun and tend to live in a fantasy world of fun and madness that is quite enjoyable. However, recently I have needed it to slow down. Just a bit not too much. Then it did. Today, wow, I realize how much I don't want to be stuck here doing the nothing I have packed for myself to do. I want to relax and compose myself, not do the nothingness of laundry. I need to find the joy in folding the clothes...hanging them...washing them...calm...breathe...breath...okay so I don't know if it will work...I will post more later...